16/03/2009
Happiness is near..
Through thick and thin, we rise so tall;
And through it all, we never fall
Our hopes and dreams may one day crash;
But to you from me, ill be there in a flash
Our lives have changed from what we once were;
But be that may, we are the battler
For ever and ever is always so strange;
But for you and me, there is always change
Our lives, loss and happiness will be set free;
Forever with you and for you unto me
With unfortunate gifts from far beyond;
But we grow and grow; we are as strong as our bond
Despite what may happen to me and you;
Hold it close to your heart, hold it close with value
As these hills we climb, grow larger and larger;
We think to ourselves, is there really an ever after
But in the midst of our fortune and fame;
There grows a trust for only you and me to claim
So hold on tight as we both draw closer to fear;
And we shall know that our happiness is but near.
10/09/2009
Your will be done…
We used to be happy
We used to smile
We used to jump around
And run down the aisles
But now you see
You have changed from me
What was used to be
When we were free
We have lost our way
Chosen the wrong path
Both struggle and sway
Lost in the worlds wrath
I struggle to see
How both you and me
Can throw our love
As we push and shove
What we once were
Is no longer here
You have become the enabler
As it so appears
Please be gone
I need to be strong
I need my happiness
Not to be heartless
I need to grow
Follow my heart
Not see your shadow
Just let me part
Your strength is too much
I cant get to the door
Your soft to the touch
I crumble to the floor
There I lay
Lifeless and still
Broken like clay
This is your will
17/09/2009
Abortion
Snuggled in all nice and warm
Its sleeping peacefully
But im still torn
But what will it be
Is what I ask myself
Do I embark on this journey
Im scared, do I run
Do I stand my ground
The stress weighs like a tone
I toss, I turn
Many sleepless nights
The choice is mine, but still I yearn
I cant do it
Im not ready
They tell me to sit
Take a breath they say
This wont hurt a bit
Today is the day
Its so lifeless and still
I wondered what it would be
As my heart starts to spill
Im sorry my sweet
I didn’t know what to do
And now you will never be complete
23/11/2009
My Fight, My Light
So far away, my feet stand on solid ground
Staring back at you, I think I've been found
A glimpse of hope fluttered through my heart
A smile on your face, we will never part
Your voice as calming as the clear night sky
Wipping the tears from my eyes asking me not to cry
You pulling me closer felling your breath on my neck
Comforting me I am no longer a wreck
Your brush your hand gently past my cheek
Deep down inside I start to feel so weak
Only with you can I be true to myself
No longer can I hide what's inside on the shelf
The hope you have brought, the forgiveness you have shown
The love you have given me, to all it will be known
You are the one who saved me from my own self fight
I will hold on to you forever, you are my light
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